I can’t deccide, you have made it harder just to move on.

I still love you two years later. I’m still not over you and I don’t think I ever will be. But the thing is, I like someone new. I like him so much. He is always on my mind. It’s safe to say I love the guy. I would do anything for him. I just don’t think he gets it. He just doesn’t understand. I am trying my best to better myself for him, in hopes that he will get it.

I’m not sure how much more I can do. I am running out of ideas. Although, I’ve got nothing but time on my hands.

Maybe he just doesn’t want me the way that I want him. Maybe he is scared. I just want him to understand how much he means to me. How much I love him. Even though I can’t physically show him, I try my best to show him in other ways.

I hope he can see what he means to me. And understand how he has this way of me feel like the prettiest, luckiest girl alive.

*sigh*

We’ll just see where it all goes. Hopefully I get my way. Although, I rarely do. I have my fingers crossed.

See me, pick me, choose me, love me.

Cheers to wishful thinking.